Got Myself A Band-aid

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The hole he has pierced into my heart isn’t really that big yet the wound is deep and has been fresh for quite some time now. At times he would seem so distant. I would feel as though we are drifting apart. The neglect temporary easing me of the sting of unrequited feelings. I never had the chance to make much of it until it was right in my face.

I prefer not to learn the truth first hand. Now that I can taste it, I realize that this is one of those endings that make you wish you could rewrite the plot. Perhaps change the characters and make the ending more agreeable. We never really get to redo our life's stories so we just learn to deal with the outcome of our actions. We get calloused and tend to think we will know better next time.

Oh, really now?


Comments

Iriz said…
Ouch...that's really tough, pain in silence. Wounds will heal soon.

Hope you're feeling better.

*Hugz*
5:55 PM
d@zed said…
i know i will feel better soon. thanks! thanks also for always reading my melodramatic blog, hehehe ;)
2:06 AM
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