Spot the Flaw, tee hee...

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i am having a blog-worthy moment and i can't even bring myself to write about it. Am i not sad enough about my loveless existence??!

Pardon the sensless babble but i have always considered myself lucky and proud of the fact that I'm not the stereotype female...i am and will never be weak and will never give in to my emotions.
Or so i thought...
I also regret that at times I can get too conventional and too chickenshit to face my feelings. And I have missed too many opportunities to find myself a significant other.
One really detestable trait that i have is the subconcious urge to torment myself. "There's beauty in sadness" i say. What the hell?! The best literary pieces were produced by depressed--or should I say disturbed people. Harhar...
I just met the beautiful,straight man of my dreams who's got the right IQ and the right attitude, but then i end up asking if I walked in my sleep and fell over? It feels like i hit my head on a hard surface and got brain damage. what the hell am i thinking...on the verge of falling for someone who will never be mine...If there's something wrong with the picture...it's that he's in-love with the wrong girl...the girl is not me.

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