snakes & ladders

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As I clutched my 2nd cup of coffee in my hand, It dawned on me that the strong brew cannot rouse me from my jaded state. Neither can it fully wake me to face the merciless realization that I just stumbled upon. Once again, I am on my own, walking along the edge of waking and my sordid dreamscape. It doesn't hurt when I’m asleep but the same delusions still haunt me once in a while. Time has started to heal my wounded heart but the path to recovery is full of pitfalls and deceptive contraptions. This is just like playing a board game: one bad throw of the dice and I could stumble several steps back. If worse comes to worst, I could even end up in the beginning. Only one thing is acceptable at this point:

I'll give it my best shot and play only to win.

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Andrea Wei, ReA, ReB, LPT said…
..and as how someone I know would say: "There's no other way but to move up!"
Nice read. Hope you produce new material soon. Cheers! ;)
3:14 AM
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